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- Expert
Tue Feb 23, 2021 2:32 pm
Account name:
Szydlo_666
Serial or IP address:
Szydlo_666#2099
Punishment:
Ban
Punishment length:
Permanent
Punishment date:
31.08.2020
Why should we remove your punishment?:
Hello, I would like to take another attempt to get unbanned on the EpicRow Discord server, but this time with a better description of what was happening with me in that period, why I acted like this and in general, make a settlement bill.
So let's start from the beginning, when I started being a toxic player towards others, during that time many things changed in my life, I have lost a lot of close people and that influenced on my then behavior. I did not see any sense in being a kind player, I wanted to relieve myself by harassing and disturbing others, I was simply like a tank what saw people as walls which should be destroyed, that time I did not appreciate this server, I was killing zombies and making resets only because in Poland lasted lockdown within that period. Am I proud of that? No, quite the contrary, I feel ashamed, I created a new account on purpose, to start it again, helping other newbie players also getting to know them better, after a few months I realized that there play a lot of great players with who I play, spend time and on the occasion I learn tons of things about countries they are living in, at geography I always had 2-3, now I have 5, same thing with English, I have never learnt it a lot but this server made me spend some spare time on learning this language, can we say I have improved my behavior and myself? I think yes, I am helping other players like I used to do in the past, majority of the Polish players are leaded the hand by me on this server and I finally feel that I do something good, I support the server from the whole heart by donating small amounts of money and with everyone who I was in a war with I talked and we tried to calm the situation between us, I know it is hard to trust a player like me but if I get another chance to show myself from the better side I swear I will use it properly. I would also like to apologize you because you did put your hopes in me and I have let you down. I regret it. Even with the guy I had threatened to, I tried to make up and apologized (Blizzard)
I greet you, as always, and I count on your understanding and positive consideration of this appeal against the penalty.
So let's start from the beginning, when I started being a toxic player towards others, during that time many things changed in my life, I have lost a lot of close people and that influenced on my then behavior. I did not see any sense in being a kind player, I wanted to relieve myself by harassing and disturbing others, I was simply like a tank what saw people as walls which should be destroyed, that time I did not appreciate this server, I was killing zombies and making resets only because in Poland lasted lockdown within that period. Am I proud of that? No, quite the contrary, I feel ashamed, I created a new account on purpose, to start it again, helping other newbie players also getting to know them better, after a few months I realized that there play a lot of great players with who I play, spend time and on the occasion I learn tons of things about countries they are living in, at geography I always had 2-3, now I have 5, same thing with English, I have never learnt it a lot but this server made me spend some spare time on learning this language, can we say I have improved my behavior and myself? I think yes, I am helping other players like I used to do in the past, majority of the Polish players are leaded the hand by me on this server and I finally feel that I do something good, I support the server from the whole heart by donating small amounts of money and with everyone who I was in a war with I talked and we tried to calm the situation between us, I know it is hard to trust a player like me but if I get another chance to show myself from the better side I swear I will use it properly. I would also like to apologize you because you did put your hopes in me and I have let you down. I regret it. Even with the guy I had threatened to, I tried to make up and apologized (Blizzard)
I greet you, as always, and I count on your understanding and positive consideration of this appeal against the penalty.
